Playing Through the Pain - The Impact of Dark Knowledge and Secrets on Security and Intelligence Professionals

Explore the profound impact of dark knowledge and secrets on security and intelligence professionals in this thought-provoking keynote address. Delve into the psychological toll of maintaining multiple personas, managing cognitive dissonance, and navigating the complexities of a reality different from that of "normal people." Examine the real-world consequences of high-stress intelligence work, including elevated rates of alcoholism, divorce, and suicide among professionals. Analyze the challenges of balancing work commitments with personal relationships and mental well-being. Investigate the symptoms of trauma and secondary trauma prevalent in the industry, and discuss strategies for coping with the existential challenges posed by living as "social engineers." Gain insights into the erosion of core self, the assault on authenticity and integrity, and the potential threats to sanity and life itself. Explore effective life-serving responses and management techniques for the paradoxical imperatives and identity-threatening pressures faced by security and intelligence professionals.

Intro
Dark Knowledge and Secrets
Spy Stories
Trauma
Are we light enough
Secrets are not lies
The family lies
Debriefing
Short Stories
The Insider Conversation
Secondary Trauma
Hypervigilance
Highstress
How do you like your work
Do you do enough
Moral Burden
UFOs and Government
Three cornerstones of cover interceptions
plasticity